LOVE U JUST THE WAY YOU ARE

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

=D

A REMINDER FOR MYSELF

BOSAN

بالملل
无聊
bored
ऊब
退屈
지루한
ennuyé
gelangweilt
annoiato

this is my life now...

安静

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天

睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白

我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信

牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经

希望他是真的比我还要爱你

我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开

为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他

不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开

为什么我连分开都迁就着你

我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快

我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天

睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白

我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信

牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经

希望他是真的比我还要爱你

我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开

为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他

不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开

为什么我连分开都迁就着你

我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快

我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开

为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他

不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开

为什么我连分开都迁就着你

我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快

我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

WHEN

when you were down, who was by your side?

when you were in pain, who shared the pain with you?

when you cried, who lend his shoulder for you to cry on?

when everybody didn't want to be around you , who's always there with you?

when you were sad, who's always there to comfort you?

when you were sick, who's always took care of you?

when you were hungry, who's always cook for you?

I'M SORRY

this post is specially wrote for you...

i'm sorry if i ever did anything wrong to you...
i'm sorry if you thought that i'm lying to you...
i'm sorry for always making you cry...
i'm sorry if i constantly making you doubting me...
i'm sorry if you are not happy with me...

and....

i never lie to you....
i never even thought about leaving you...
i never want to see you cry...
i never want to make you cry...

please....believe in me...

when i say i love you...i really am...
when i say i don't want to leave you...i didn't lie...
when i say i want to spend the rest of my life with you...i really mean it...

so i hope you will never doubt my words...
because i really love you...more than anything in this world...

THE END?

i know that you had to do this...and i get it...
i know that situations forced you to do this...and i understand it...
i know you're doing this for the sake of both of us...and i appreciate it...
i know that you still love me...and i still love you too...
i know because of that you have to let me go...and i accept it...
i know because of that you're really hurting inside...and i feel the same...
i know that you will always be there for me...and i will always be here for you...

but...
it's not the end of the world...
far away to be the end of us...
it's just a new beginning...

and i know...
there will be lights at the end of the tunnel...

and i believe...
that we will have a wonderful life in the future...

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER

Every single person in this world can never run from making mistakes. every good deeds will receive good deeds in return and vice versa. But every single things that we do, whether good or bad, the one who have the right to judge us is only ALLAH. we as humans have no right to judge other people actions or behaviour let alone classified them as good or bad person. we have to keep in mind that even a whore, who because of her pity and good deeds towards animals, gifted a place in heaven. and a man who never misses his prayers and full of good deeds, but because of he once had tortured an animal, was thrown to hell. so, the one who knows the best out of every single actions of every single person in this world is ALLAH. every single things that happens in this world happens for a reason, even if we don't know what the reason is. so, it's not in our power to judge and blame other people. if you do judge and blame other people, it's not them that you judge and blame, you're judging and blaming ALLAH. so my friends, don't go blaming other people if something bad happens to us. blame none other than ourselves. and keep in mind that only ALLAH knows what's best for us. and we should always be nice to other people, even they always talk bad things about you and always give you a hard time.

me in beijing.....

great wall

BEIJING............i never thought i will ever be here before.....i never even thought that i will get to study abroad....this is like a dream to me....and i still don't quite believe that i'm in another country....far from my family and frens....but no complaints here.....hehe....thank god for this oppurtunity and i will do my best to succeed.........as a student and a man........my future post will all be about my life here in beijing....hope u guys will enjoy them.........

me n my roommate at beijing


she, who always by my side

BACK!

yeah....that's right....i'm back to the blogging world.....u guys must wonder why right? let's just say i have a lot of free times to waste...haha...so, enjoy!

going to china??

am i dreaming?? one day i was still at the place i hate the most n the other i'm on my way to china..
u got to be kidding me!! plz slap my face rite now...i juz can't believe my luck...thank god 4 diz chance...i'll do my best this time...no more playing around...i hope...

FIGOS CUP

yesterday i participated in a football tournament-the figos cup in semenyih...n know what? we are the champions.....of the losers....damn!! being knocked out in the first round, so frustrating...if they deserve 2 win, i can accept it...but they just being lucky...they win 1-0 n scored the goal with the last kick of the game...it's lucky rite?? [alasan je sebenarnye...hehe]. n the more frustrating thing 2 me, i see a little of the ball....damn, my rm13 burned juz like that...juz 2 play 14minutes of football, n got to touch the ball juz 3 times...but diz is juz the beginning...it's the first time for my team playing 2gether 4 a tournament...so, we're not quite got the chemistry yet...2 weeks from now, we'll be participating in another tournament...maybe we'll get it right this time...i hope...

'SEPI' review...

for me, quite boring....the story is so slow....maybe some will find it extremely touchy but for a tough guy like me, never!!! haha...so, 4 those who expect this film 2 be a bomb, u're in 4 a hard time...it may not live up 2 ur expectation...so, stay home will ya?

2 days to go....

aaaarrrrggghhh....i can't believe it!!! my holiday gonna end soon. and the worst part is going back 2 the damn UPNM...i hate everything about that place...the rules, the trainings, the people, the aweks[sbb x ramai gurls kt si2,nk cuci mate pn susah]....somebody plz come and take me away from that place...i hate it so much!! there's maybe only one reason to look forward to go back there...and that is....the new students!! my juniors!!! finally!! haha...i can't wait 2 get a taste of them...ordering around...ragging them[takde la truk sgt, i've got feeling too u know]...and i heard there will be more gurls[1 more reason to look forward to going back]...my life will get easier after this, that's for sure...i don't have to shine my boots anymore, i don't have 2 iron my clothes, and maybe i don't even have to buy cigars anymore[jimat gle duit gua beb]...damn i can't wait...i feel so much better now...haha...

what did i do to deserve this??

she came into my life, and then walk away...just like that...a week later, she's already dating other man...i know that life must go on...but come on, show some remorse...she did this as if our eleven month together didn't mean anything...but i'm not mad about her seeing someone else, i'm mad bcoz the fact that i feel deceived...women....always full of excuses...and lies....when they don't want u anymore....i would hurt less if she just say that she didn't love me anymore...what's wrong with being honest? did she think that i can't take it? hello?!!! guys are used to being rejected...it's no big deal...but when she said that she still love me so much and she don't want anyone else in her life and she don't want to live a love life anymore, and the next day she has already going out with someone else, makes me feel.....i dunno...what would u feel? anyway, i totally over that already and hope she'll be happy, with whoever she with rite now.......as for me...the hunt is now begun!!!

stupid commercial

euro sudah tiba. tapi kite xde sponsor. mustahil! mustahil! ape yg kite sanggup buat utk dapatkn bola sepak?! berkorban demi bola sepak?! sanggupkah tuan-tuan?!! saya tahu!! kite warnakan rambut kite macam die!!! biru! biru! biru! biru! alamak! biru la rambut kite lepas ni!!!

-what da hell is diz all about??!!!!-

my first blood...

hey. i finally have my own blog. in the past, i hate this kind of thing. i found it a complete waste of time. but hey, people's change rite? hey, what do u guys think of my blog's name? it's allrite rite? [i think it's so girlish] anyway, i hope this is the first of many of my babbling here. i'm not quite convinced with myself to keep writing in here because i'm the father of all laziness. so, the nonsense stops rite here. see u all in the upcoming episode of 'whispers of the heart' [yuckss].