安静

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天

睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白

我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信

牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经

希望他是真的比我还要爱你

我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开

为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他

不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开

为什么我连分开都迁就着你

我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快

我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天

睡着的大提琴 安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白

我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信

牵着你陪着我 也只是曾经

希望他是真的比我还要爱你

我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开

为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他

不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开

为什么我连分开都迁就着你

我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快

我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开

为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他

不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开

为什么我连分开都迁就着你

我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快

我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

WHEN

when you were down, who was by your side?

when you were in pain, who shared the pain with you?

when you cried, who lend his shoulder for you to cry on?

when everybody didn't want to be around you , who's always there with you?

when you were sad, who's always there to comfort you?

when you were sick, who's always took care of you?

when you were hungry, who's always cook for you?

I'M SORRY

this post is specially wrote for you...

i'm sorry if i ever did anything wrong to you...
i'm sorry if you thought that i'm lying to you...
i'm sorry for always making you cry...
i'm sorry if i constantly making you doubting me...
i'm sorry if you are not happy with me...

and....

i never lie to you....
i never even thought about leaving you...
i never want to see you cry...
i never want to make you cry...

please....believe in me...

when i say i love you...i really am...
when i say i don't want to leave you...i didn't lie...
when i say i want to spend the rest of my life with you...i really mean it...

so i hope you will never doubt my words...
because i really love you...more than anything in this world...

THE END?

i know that you had to do this...and i get it...
i know that situations forced you to do this...and i understand it...
i know you're doing this for the sake of both of us...and i appreciate it...
i know that you still love me...and i still love you too...
i know because of that you have to let me go...and i accept it...
i know because of that you're really hurting inside...and i feel the same...
i know that you will always be there for me...and i will always be here for you...

but...
it's not the end of the world...
far away to be the end of us...
it's just a new beginning...

and i know...
there will be lights at the end of the tunnel...

and i believe...
that we will have a wonderful life in the future...

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER

Every single person in this world can never run from making mistakes. every good deeds will receive good deeds in return and vice versa. But every single things that we do, whether good or bad, the one who have the right to judge us is only ALLAH. we as humans have no right to judge other people actions or behaviour let alone classified them as good or bad person. we have to keep in mind that even a whore, who because of her pity and good deeds towards animals, gifted a place in heaven. and a man who never misses his prayers and full of good deeds, but because of he once had tortured an animal, was thrown to hell. so, the one who knows the best out of every single actions of every single person in this world is ALLAH. every single things that happens in this world happens for a reason, even if we don't know what the reason is. so, it's not in our power to judge and blame other people. if you do judge and blame other people, it's not them that you judge and blame, you're judging and blaming ALLAH. so my friends, don't go blaming other people if something bad happens to us. blame none other than ourselves. and keep in mind that only ALLAH knows what's best for us. and we should always be nice to other people, even they always talk bad things about you and always give you a hard time.

me in beijing.....

great wall

BEIJING............i never thought i will ever be here before.....i never even thought that i will get to study abroad....this is like a dream to me....and i still don't quite believe that i'm in another country....far from my family and frens....but no complaints here.....hehe....thank god for this oppurtunity and i will do my best to succeed.........as a student and a man........my future post will all be about my life here in beijing....hope u guys will enjoy them.........

me n my roommate at beijing


she, who always by my side

BACK!

yeah....that's right....i'm back to the blogging world.....u guys must wonder why right? let's just say i have a lot of free times to waste...haha...so, enjoy!