THE END?

i know that you had to do this...and i get it...
i know that situations forced you to do this...and i understand it...
i know you're doing this for the sake of both of us...and i appreciate it...
i know that you still love me...and i still love you too...
i know because of that you have to let me go...and i accept it...
i know because of that you're really hurting inside...and i feel the same...
i know that you will always be there for me...and i will always be here for you...

but...
it's not the end of the world...
far away to be the end of us...
it's just a new beginning...

and i know...
there will be lights at the end of the tunnel...

and i believe...
that we will have a wonderful life in the future...

DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER

Every single person in this world can never run from making mistakes. every good deeds will receive good deeds in return and vice versa. But every single things that we do, whether good or bad, the one who have the right to judge us is only ALLAH. we as humans have no right to judge other people actions or behaviour let alone classified them as good or bad person. we have to keep in mind that even a whore, who because of her pity and good deeds towards animals, gifted a place in heaven. and a man who never misses his prayers and full of good deeds, but because of he once had tortured an animal, was thrown to hell. so, the one who knows the best out of every single actions of every single person in this world is ALLAH. every single things that happens in this world happens for a reason, even if we don't know what the reason is. so, it's not in our power to judge and blame other people. if you do judge and blame other people, it's not them that you judge and blame, you're judging and blaming ALLAH. so my friends, don't go blaming other people if something bad happens to us. blame none other than ourselves. and keep in mind that only ALLAH knows what's best for us. and we should always be nice to other people, even they always talk bad things about you and always give you a hard time.

me in beijing.....

great wall

BEIJING............i never thought i will ever be here before.....i never even thought that i will get to study abroad....this is like a dream to me....and i still don't quite believe that i'm in another country....far from my family and frens....but no complaints here.....hehe....thank god for this oppurtunity and i will do my best to succeed.........as a student and a man........my future post will all be about my life here in beijing....hope u guys will enjoy them.........

me n my roommate at beijing


she, who always by my side

BACK!

yeah....that's right....i'm back to the blogging world.....u guys must wonder why right? let's just say i have a lot of free times to waste...haha...so, enjoy!

going to china??

am i dreaming?? one day i was still at the place i hate the most n the other i'm on my way to china..
u got to be kidding me!! plz slap my face rite now...i juz can't believe my luck...thank god 4 diz chance...i'll do my best this time...no more playing around...i hope...

FIGOS CUP

yesterday i participated in a football tournament-the figos cup in semenyih...n know what? we are the champions.....of the losers....damn!! being knocked out in the first round, so frustrating...if they deserve 2 win, i can accept it...but they just being lucky...they win 1-0 n scored the goal with the last kick of the game...it's lucky rite?? [alasan je sebenarnye...hehe]. n the more frustrating thing 2 me, i see a little of the ball....damn, my rm13 burned juz like that...juz 2 play 14minutes of football, n got to touch the ball juz 3 times...but diz is juz the beginning...it's the first time for my team playing 2gether 4 a tournament...so, we're not quite got the chemistry yet...2 weeks from now, we'll be participating in another tournament...maybe we'll get it right this time...i hope...

'SEPI' review...

for me, quite boring....the story is so slow....maybe some will find it extremely touchy but for a tough guy like me, never!!! haha...so, 4 those who expect this film 2 be a bomb, u're in 4 a hard time...it may not live up 2 ur expectation...so, stay home will ya?